Im so done with you lol. Youre such a back stabber and you just have zero respect for me. If youre gonna backstab at least do it yourself not through your fakeass gayboy friend. Lol.
“ That,” said Carlotta with exaggerated smugness, “is proof positive of my assertion. You are so convinced that you believe only what you believe that you believe, that you remain utterly blind to what you really believe without believing you believe it ”
If your phone gets wet, try putting it in a bag of dry rice. At night, the rice will attract Asians who will fix your electronics for you.
”where do you wanna go to dinner?”
”i don’t care”
why this got notes i’ll never know
Not to be cocky, but when I’m in control of things usually things go right. I guess that’s why in every situation I have to either be in control or condition myself to not care enough so I can relinquish control. So it boils down to “if i care I’m going to control it so everything goes right, or stop caring.” That’s how I’ve dealt with life these past 18 years and 8 days.
Except in this situation I have to somehow care while not being in control. My control is and has been breaking things down and creating unnecessary pressure. So for this to work I have to care while being completely let things flow freely. Except I’ve never been in a situation like this ever in my life and I don’t know how to deal with this. My perspective has always been black and white, I’ve never been able to find grey and how do I do this?? I guess realizing the problem is half of it. I hope I can do this because this just means so much to me and I cant screw it up any farther than I already have